I havent been posting the past day or two cause i had no mood.
Come to think of it i really have got no mood to do anything nowadays.
I hope this sensation im feeling leaves me soon...
I hate it cause im like blur most of the time now, and i space out ever so often... Its kinda irritating when my friends are like talking about a subject and zoom out i go. and suddenly im back in focus. And im like what are you all talking bout? It just feels so out of place...

So now im spending my time listening to music and writing in my notebook...
Sigh emo again now. yawn.

Had a great day today! went to lesson late! but i answered one question from the teacher!
Like OMG! Randall finally has some constructive answers for the teachers!
Had bpharm lecture after that... which was kinda okae...
Lunched with the maine,ain, xuefang, pearlyne and the guys! or rather the guys with the exception of Des watched the girls eat.. i just plugged in to my music, and scribbled stuff.
Then jem asked me whether i would like to kbox! haha yongyang's suggestion!
So we skipped uni talks and lectures and headed to cine for Kbox!
Had a crazy time there! Its the first time i really enjoyed myself since the incident!
So Jem, me and Yy went wild time there singing taking vids etc!
Went for a long ride back to TM for dinner at Pasta Mania to celebrate Nette's belated birthday!
Everyone was too tired to do anything after that so we went home!

天空灰得像哭过离开你以后
並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣
嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨乾了回憶
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被順時針的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待續

The lyrics for 退后 by Jay... While singing at kbox realised it makes sense...

I'll write back soon!
time to be strong again.