leaving you at the end of every week is always the hardest thing to do...

Damn, was struck with a variety of illnesses, sorethroat, flu, lung infection and fever. Thats about everything isn't it?
Fever didn't go down even though i was admitted to the sick bay and on IV drip. Felt so horrible. Imagine being sick and having to do training =( can't think just how field camp is gonna be like.... hope it doesn't rain. I look forward to every weekend bookout just so that i can see your face on the screen and talk to you. The hours just seem to fly by so quickly, and poof! before you know it the bright sky has welcomed the darkness. You can imagine how fast my weekend goes by, and then its book in time again. Well at least we have your calling card *I promise i'll get mine soon* just need to see whether i can survive the phone bill issue first XD. Nothing beats face to face interaction though... I can't wait for 20th December to come.

love sick...
I miss you...

You gave me love, when i found none
You took my hand, when no one cared
You built me up, so that only you could tear me down
You handed me hope, when i took despair
You offered me company, when i chose loneliness

-Just 5 simple reasons why i love you-

P.s Here's a proper rose for you, to accompany the poem written by me. =D

@}-'-,-'-,-'-,--

This is gonna be my last post before i serve the nation...

I hope you see this when you get everything sorted out!
Hope the flight was okay, and i apologize again for my ugly handwriting =X
At least i managed to make your wish come through =), i sorta guessed the clue out when you said it was retarded... i bought the rings when we had jacks place, started dropping hints here and there but evidently you didn't get it thank god. =)

When you walked through the gates today, i felt a sense of loss that tears wouldn't justify, i was losing my confident, my companion and the love of my life. I couldn't make out what i was thinking, mind was just a swirl of memories of us. Though i at least i can look forward to seeing you in 6 months time!!!

Alright, i better go to sleep soon... gotta wake up in 4 hours time.
Study hard there...
I love you.

They say that when you lose something, you only realise how important that thing is to you.
I disagree, you were the most important thing to me when you met me for coffee.

Gosh i miss you so much....

wow last entries like 8 months ago. time sure flies. Back then i was wondering when SIP would end... Now im about 2 weeks away from enlisting.
Time really flies.

im really high.....

I know its damn random, but i think the lake house movie and soundtrack is good....

Its the thing that puts me to sleep each night! =)

Time has told me...

the night i awoke a part of me died.

Ages and ages since ive blogged...
Changed the song "the great escape" awesome song in my opinion.

lyrics:
Paper bags and plastic hearts
All our belonging in shopping carts
Its goodbye
But we got one more night
Lets get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

*chorus*
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway

Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight we'll change our lives
Its so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We wont give up the fight

We'll scream out at the top of our lungs
And they'll think its just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

*Chorus*

All of the wasted time
The hours that we left behind
Answers that we'll never find
They dont mean a thing tonight

*Chorus*